Self care

So I really don't take good care of myself. I would never let my kids eat like me. But for some reason I have an issue caring enough for myself to do anything different. I want to eat better and exercise but I don't do anything. I want to try the Virgin diet by JJ Virgin. I want to do the Metamorphosis work out dvds. I just don't have the energy to research it and make it happen. I have gotten closer to wanting to do the leg work.  Hopefully soon. But why is it that it takes so much more effort when it's for me. If this was something for my child or Jay I would have it done by now. I am worth the effort!  I need to just do it. Anyone want to do it with me? Let me know. Thanks